Wouldn't It Be Nice.....

[BlackMagicRose]

I swear there are times when I wonder why I was even put on this planet. I have had the flu for the past few days. Not the damned stomach flu either the actual flu that you basically feel like you want to fucking die flu. Okay, so today...well now yesterday...Daniel came over and said that I can't be put on the lease without a co-signer because I don't have an actual job and so on and so forth. And the landlord is nailing us for the shit his roommate had pulled. The rent wasn't getting paid on time and we were even paying her the money to pay our part of it. So he comes over here in a snit and basically tells me that I have one week to start looking for a job or he is calling things off and telling the V.A. Counselor he'll move to whichever school they want to send him instead of staying here. What gets me is that every fucking time I am not over there for a night his ex has to rag on him about shit and then I in turn get ragged on. Nevermind the fact that he fucking totalled my car and now it is "my" responsibility to pay for my new one. Okay fine and fucking dandy. I got him his car too. Oh but I am not responsibile. I am only the one keeping the car insurance paid and the cell phones paid...not to mention the internet still hooked up here paid because I don't want his ex's fucking kid fucking up my computer like it has his. I would like to FUCKING know where I am not paying my way. It always stems from the ex sticking her nose into shit and then I have to deal with it. Yeah okay....well if he wants to call it off I can legally take his car since I am primary on the papers for it....and he can't touch mine because his name isn't on it. Only reason he has a fucking car is because of me. *GROWLS* How in the FUCKING hell am I going to get 15-20 job applications done a day for the next week??? I don't see how HE has been doing that many cause I sure as hell haven't seen them. AND he still doesn't have a job because no one will work around his school schedule. *Throws my hands in the air* I swear nothing I do is good enough for anyone. FUCK my own Father won't speak to me over the whole entire car ordeal of him totalling my car because my Dad had just spent 500 bucks having it fixed a week before Daniel totalled it. [img]graemlins/cry.gif[/img] I swear...I seem to be caught right in the middle of Hell.

[Lost in time]

just hugs yas

[Rogue Angel]

all my belief in the ability of everything to work out in the end is gone... everything is fucked, and nothing will ever be alright again... *shrugs*... but that is just for ME, lol... *hugggs you*... things WILL work out for YOU in the end... WHEN is the stupid roomate bitch ever going to move out and go AWAY? grrr. Things will go more smoothly once she is not whispering in his ear every second... and if they don't.... fuck it all. Take the extra car, sell it, and find someone more deserving of all that you have to offer.... [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img]

[Canadian Chick]

*Huggs you* I hope things work out for you.

[BlackMagicRose]

Heh...I am pretty much back here because of the whole lease deal. As for the whole getting a house with the ex and her hubby. He is finally starting to have second thoughts about it. I told him we'd be better off getting our own place here and KNOWING that the rent and everything is going to be paid. I just said dealing with her not being able to pay her part of it for some stupid reason or another is getting to be ridiculous and I am NOT going to be attached to something where I am going to wind up supporting them. I haven't been this sick in a long time. And I think it is from all the stress and drama that goes on around her on a nightly basis. I have the flu. I have lost 6 pounds in the past few days so far. It just isn't a good situation. *mutters* I swear I am so tired right now but my stomach won't let me sleep. [img]frown.gif[/img] Hopefully you all are doing better than I am at the moment. *HUGS*

[SummerStorm]

*huge ass huggs* girl i'm sooo sorry things aren't feeling well and all that shit is hittin you at the same time...sounds to me like it probably is all the drama...*prays it'll all work out in the end for you*

[EvolutionHasBegun]

all things work out in the end because when we can take no more..not even a tiny bit.... we lay down and we die... [img]wink.gif[/img]

[Rogue Angel]

lmao... *sits on evo and covers his mouth*... i dont think THAT will be necessary... simply put, do NOT do anything you don't WANT to do... all i can say about getting a house with the ex and the hubby (hubby? when did he become the hubby instead of just the b/f? i missed something again, lol) is HELL fuckin no!!!! don't EVEN do that!!! you don't wanna look at her face every day for who knows HOW long, and you're right... she's a loser, and she'll end up sucking you guys dry... [img]frown.gif[/img] i can't even believe he would consider it, after everything she has put YOU through... not to mention, that's just never a very good living situation. The two of you are a couple.. that's TWO people, who need their OWN space to get to know one another more and figure everything out. Don't let it all get you down and stress you out to the point that you aren't well... *huggs*....

[BlackMagicRose]

He's coming to the idea that getting our own place will be MUCH cheaper than the house with them. I flat out said I am NOT doing it because of the financial situation. Her and her b/f got married on October 7th. They have already talked about divorce I dunno how many times and it is basically because she is such a fucking bitch to the b/f. Anyway, I spent tonight in the ER since I am so dehydrated. I had to have Daniel come in from Sheridan to take me....lol. He got no sleep and has class in a couple hours. I am basically down for another few days. And holy fricking hell where did you come from Summer? Thought you were never going to get your comp fixed....LOL. *HUGGGGSSSS* Anyway, I think I am going to pass out for a couple hours since they gave me good drugs too. [img]wink.gif[/img]

[Lost in time]

DAMN GIRL!!!! *hugs yas*